once you break her heart, she loses that glow.

2 & a half months without him was the worst. i’ve been literally lost without him. many would say it would be an unhealthy thing to feel this way, but honestly, this time apart made me realize how much he impacted my life. there’s no glow on my face when he left. it was sleepless nights without him. it was just emptiness without him. so, now that the time has come for us to be together, i’m not going to take for granted to time I have with him anymore. he will be mine forever & nothing is going to change that. he will be my bestfriend, my lover, my everything, & all that other sappy shit people say. <3